Motivation vs. Time

It's a battle I've not gotten a handle on as of yet. I have so many asperations for myself and for my family. I have tried to put focus on what I do as to where I am in my life. Right now I feel like I am in the middle of raising my family so my husband and kids come first. Therefore I do triathalon training to hang out with hubby and I try try try to do homeschool with my children so that their little brains will be fried be me instead of their peers and random teachers in school. I also want to learn to play the guitar better, write a fictional book about teen dating, and become independently wealthy somehow (a.k.a. write a book). Suffice it to say that not all these things are going to happen. Even all the things I'm trying to do right at this moment aren't all happening. Running a daycare is taking a lot of my time away from all my STUFF, but it has been such a blessing. Especially as of right now when John is out of work, we still have income and the kids have a sense of normalcy as do the rest of us. We have all been able to help others because of the kids we watch we all get an opportunity to help and do service. My children don't get a chance to feel bored or spoiled, etc. I'm glad I have a daycare! John is going to be teaching as of February 1st at RedRock at least that's what we're planning on for now. Finally he will finish his teaching degree (angels singing). If I've learned anything in life it's plans CHANGE, things change, my plan from now on is to just trust in the Lord and that in the end I will be where I'm supposed to be. Life's a crazy journey but the finish line is the tree of life at the end of the iron rod. Not very poetic I know but still...